If the house has spiritual energy and the big bed has a lot of connections to the Divine Power, then I spread myself. […] I put my clothes around also, so I get more, more energy. Just hoping. If it has a little bit of my energy in it, then the valve also opens, lets the energy go through. Normally it’s not open, that’s why if you sit next to it, you don’t feel anything; you sit right on top of it, you don’t feel anything. Completely sealed. […]
I feel happier in a cave than in a house, bigger house. But if the house has spiritual energy and the big bed has a lot of connections to the Divine Power, then I spread myself. Sometimes, I don’t dare to put my feet up because that means disconnecting with another connection. So, I spread my toes and my everything out so that it touches as many Divine connections as possible. That’s what it is. But you don’t know that, do you? You think I sit like this all day long. No! I do also. It depends. I do also. But if there are many connections in the same area, then I spread myself. I put my clothes around also, so I get more, more energy. Just hoping. If it has a little bit of my energy in it, then the valve also opens, lets the energy go through. Normally it’s not open, that’s why if you sit next to it, you don’t feel anything; you sit right on top of it, you don’t feel anything. Completely sealed.
But I’m very happy in a cave, I’m telling you. If you’re unhappy with your house, I suggest you just build a cave and live in your garden or go into some cave area. Like in Spain, they have cave houses, very small, and really dug into the mountain. It’s a very small… Inside has rooms though, but the entrance is just like a small door. If you don’t notice, you think it’s just mountains. They’re very cute. In the south of Spain, they have cave houses, very cheap. Maybe 50,000 (euros), you have a house. Or less. And some houses are very cute. It’s probably a tradition or something. Some houses are very cute. There’s no mountain at all, just like a heap of earth and the grass grows around it and inside, there’s a house. Also a cave house. Probably they cut the mountain away, and so, left a little thing there. So cute.
Have you seen them? You understand what I’m saying? The Czech? No? (I don’t speak English.) No translation? OK or not OK? No. Do you understand? Does she translate? (No translation.) No translation? (No.) Oh, no wonder he’s… Why? Maybe your machine’s no good. Somebody check it. Maybe your machine is not… Is it OK? Can you say something? Say something so that…. No, no. Let the technician check. Maybe need a new one. No wonder. I kept looking at him; I thought he didn’t like me or something. I thought you didn’t like me. Your face was so miserable. You didn’t laugh when everybody laughed. No wonder. He just didn’t understand. Get a new one. You guys, whoever is the technician, you have to watch people’s faces. If he looks miserable that means his machine is kaput. When you cannot hear, you raise your hand. Then we check it out like this. No. No capisco (understand). (Sorry.) You understand English? You tell him. No? Nobody? No Czech understands English. Oh, I’m so sorry, love. I thought he didn’t like me.
Talk. Say, “one, two, three, one, two, three.” (No.) No? Some disconnection somewhere. (Yours OK, right?) You should test it before we begin. If everybody can hear or not. (We already tested it.) You did? (But he didn’t raise his hand.) Huh? (We told everybody to raise [their] hand. And he [didn’t] raise his hand, so, that’s it.) Probably they changed the place, so… (Yes, they probably moved a little bit.) He also doesn’t have. (No? Do you have?) (No, no.) Oh! And all this fun you missed! All the gossip. And all the Indian stuff. Spicy stuff. You hear now? No. He’s smiling, so maybe he hears a little bit. (A little.) A little bit, oh. You talk louder, or is it because of the volume?
(You have some of this? Yours good?) OK then, give him half of that guy’s. (Give you half/half, what about this?) Mensch (Man)! I even have to do this? Now he’s laughing at least. He sat there like he wants to go somewhere. You’re laughing. So, it’s OK now? No? Just laugh because it’s like that. And now my TV’s not OK. No signal. Somebody stepped on it or something. It doesn’t matter as long as you have it in your… You fix it later, OK? (OK.) Television doesn’t work. I want to watch TV. Interesting person. She’s gone. (Sorry.) Yeah. OK? You OK? Keep talking. Keep asking them, “Are you OK? Are you OK?” Until they’re fed up, they’ll have to say OK. Are you OK now? OK. Probably now you’re OK, I’m also not OK anymore. Because no inspiration. And look, my TV’s also fed up.
(Everybody has it now?) Yes? If you’re fed up, you just say, “OK. Leave me alone.” You talk to the girl upstairs? (Only a little.) Only little? Mean “low?” Or now and then, break-up, break-up? Break-up? (High low, high-low.) Ah! That’s her temperament. High-low, high-low. “Hallo.” OK. Good. Who is this in there? Every time there’s a new cameraman, I look different. Sometimes I look pretty, sometimes not. Sometimes I look old, sometimes I look young. It depends on the camera. Today, I don’t know. What time do we eat, guys? Time to eat, soon? (Five p.m.) Five, right? (Yes.) Almost time. You want to go wash and then eat? (No.) No, I come back.
OK, OK. Anything else you want to know? All the fun’s gone. Poor guys. Come a long, long way, and then come here – deaf and mute. Ask me something. What were we talking about before? Ah, the Indian disciples. (The caves.) The caves. It’s OK now? You want to ask a question? Yeah, come, come. (He wants to ask [something].) Yeah, you translate. You ask now. Talk loud. Give him a microphone. (Can you hear me?) (Yes.) (So.) So. Yeah. (The greatest blessing, we can receive…) (The most blessing we can reach, the higher blessing we can reach…) (…by our work,) (…from our work…) (…besides Your Blessing, is to help our fellow human, another human being.) (…besides Your Blessing, is to help another person.) (From what You’ve said…) (From what You said…) (…I’ve been feeling the same way for the last few months.) (…I felt the same last [few] months.)
(When I no longer know or can no longer think of a way to work with people who are always the same, who don’t understand the process that happened to me, of course, and to many others: that we understand the Truth, that we’ve gotten closer to God.) (I would work or talk with people who still don’t understand the way I went through, and I want to explain to them how we can go to God.) (And I feel like I can't give any more, and I can't keep coming up with...) Sorry. Not you, it’s me. (I can't keep inventing like new positive things when the person doesn't even see them anymore.) (And he has the feeling that he doesn’t have already…) Yes, sit, sit. It’s OK. Stay. (…a new idea how to express to them if they…) Kitchen? (Yes.) Ah, never mind. They’re not hungry. They told you. Just give them a water. Pardon. (That he is already tired, or doesn’t have new positive ideas how to explain to these people who don’t want to understand the...) Yes, yes. Then stop. (And then I’m just standing there.) (Then I hear [Master said] you’re supposed to stop.) Otherwise, you die.
(If I’m not making a big mistake, to tell them straight up, just scolding them for being stupid, and ask them to do it properly; that they already know everything.) (The Roaring Tiger Method.) (Maybe it’s not a good way that I tell them strictly. Just, I want them to know how the things work. And I am a little bit fed up by this, that they don’t want to understand.) Forget them! Otherwise, you tire yourself. I talked to somebody already initiated, but maybe not really in the heart initiated, and I felt empty for two days. And then, if you talk to the outside people who don’t even want to understand, then of course you’re more tired.
